Honestly today, I don’t even want to get into blogging.  But the whole objective was being accountable to someone other than myself, so I have to, right?

There is some pretty big drama going on in my life right now that I really don’t want to get into.  the realization of some stuff, and its just eating me alive.  Jenn knows and that’s about it.  So needless to say, my eating habits have been in total disarray.

Yesterday, the last thing I had was a little bowl of chicken noodle at 12.  Last night, I went home and ate and drank nothing.  Slept for 13 hours.  Got up this morning, dying of hunger so I had a cup of coffee, a bagel and a little bowl of fruit.  For lunch so far I have had a piece of cheese, and a bag of popcorn with a Coke Zero.  I have some vegetable soup if necessary.

Emotionally, I am in no mood to eat.  Time wise, I don’t have time.  At this point, I am trying to eat to live not live to eat.  I don’t have the car so I might just take a walk after I finish a little work, so long as its not raining yet.

I weighed this morning:  140.   Fantastic.  Depression is a good color on me.